oh my god it's so late. its like 5 holy shit. my brain's been so scrambled as of late honestly, i keep finding these long stretches of time that i just can't remember. i could be at my computer going through emails and i then black out and it's the next day and i'm staring at an image i have saved on my computer of blinky. ave's seems to be really concerned about me too, she keeps trying to call me, but i keep sending her to voicemail.... i don't deserve her and her help honestly, i'm too pathetic for that.
she really deserves someone else, doesn't she? i love her so much, and she's so much more worthy of someone else. why me? why did she choose me of all people to be her friend or whatever? look at me! all i'm useful for is this site. isgh. im tired. im gonna sleep
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