i think someone's out to get me

so at school today something was just. off. i can't tell what, but i couldn't shake off the feeling that i was being... watched. there's been a lot of strange shit as of late tbh. my classmates have been looking at me weird lately and my head's been killing me. i swear in crowds i can see strange figures looking DIRECTLY at me. did i uncover something??? what's going on????????? i've been having the dreams again too. it's always the same shit, gore, violence, bloodshed. it's like something is fucking with me. i don't get it man. i don't think of myself as an interesting person, yknow? i started this blog just to fill the fucking time, which says a lot about my personality i feel. is someone watching me through the computer screen? are you watching me? hello?

god my head's killing me. i don't even know who i'm looking at in the mirror half the time. i'm deteriorating. i'm like that bitch in the yellow wallpaper. i need to sleep.