i kind of feel like i only exist within this site. like im just a bunch of words written up by somebody else. or computer code. i don't know why i feel this way. i still technically have a presence in this world. i go to school i (rarely) talk to my friend... i don't know man. it's like something's been clouding my brain as of late. or maybe it's always been there. i've been noticing my eyes look a bit purple...... i dunno why.
i've been pushing a bit away from my friend as of late. i love her and care about her and all that but i feel like we're just burdens to one another. i'm a burden on her, she doesn't deserve my bullshit, and she's a burden on me, she's stopping me from what i was... i don't know dude but it feels like... i was born for the sites? maybe i'm going crazy. that's what happens when you spend your days holed up in your room in front of a screen ig. i just can't handle anywhere outside school. i can't help but notice that something is watching me yknow? sigh. im tired..... i kind of regret dropping out of the play.
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