december already huh? it feels like only a couple of weeks ago i started this blog... and now it's gonna be 2014 soon. wild. the play is going ok by the way. i haven't really talked about it much but im doing the lights and my friend's a generic background character. i used to be really butthurt when i got those types of roles but nobody else seems to be? maybe im just a weirdo idfk. i can't help but stare at that one girl in awe. i've spoken to her a handful of times and ave seems to like her but i swear i know her from SOMEWHERE. is it normal to have deja vu from a person? idk. been having weird dreams as per the usual. they've been degenerating in contents though, it went from normal dreams suddenly being corrupted to just. eyes. so many eyes. just staring straight into my soul and judging me. maybe they found something in there that they found funny. maybe that's why im suffering so much. as a joke.
why am i even spilling my guts out on this fucking blog anyway. someone's gonna find it.
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