my friend dragged me out of the house today. she bought us tickets to a local concert to some up-and-coming rock band from ohio, "needy beast" or whatever. we never heard of them before but she found out about it and sampled some songs cause the last time we went to a concert of a band we never heard of before, it was some weird as fuck hipster shit. she thought it was cool and decided to get us both tickets. she's worried about me apparently. says i haven't been acting like myself.... fair. i didn't put much of a fight so we went to the location...
i admit it, i had fun! the music felt like the epitome of trashy punk bands you'd see on TV but honestly i don't really care about that. breathing in the outside air and finally doing something that's not behind a screen was refreshing, y'know? and my friend seemed kind of relieved to see me NOT cooped up in my room looking like i've only been subsisting off of monster energy and hot pockets. i got a guitar out of it somehow (i'm thinking of learning how to play it!!) and came home feeling a bit more at ease... but. i swear to god, i saw...something in the crowd. i couldn't really tell, but i swear it was watching me, laughing at me, mocking me...disappointed in me? i don't know if it's just a hallucination or not, probably a hallucination, but i still feel scared asf of that. maybe i should leave my room more often though. i know the site is depending on me to uncover it, but it's tiring you know? i need to take a break.
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