i'd apologize for not posting in a good bit, but genuinely, who the hell is actually reading this shit? who cares if i'm not posting on this blog every single fucking day? who gives a shit? my eyes have been hurting like hell rn, i guess it's from the blue light? computer screens and shit.
i can't help but feel a thousand eyes on me every single minute of my life. i don't want to think about it, i don't want to feel it, i constantly try to drown out the deep wrong-ness that's been invading my life with absolutely anything and everything. music movies art shitty internet forums... i don't think it's working. i need to finish what i started. it has to be here. there has to be something left.
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