her.

 my life feels like a series of vignettes to be honest. i spend so much of my time on the computer, its my only escape, well, except for her.

my heart jumps everytime i see her. i can't help but smile and be happy around her. i love her (platonically). i wish she was on the internet more so we can connect further, so much of my life without her is behind a screen after all. i want to be with her more. she's so pretty and wonderful and her laugh and her smile makes me just wanna hug her tight and i dont know if its normal or not. its like she's the only light in my life that isnt blue light. the way her skin bumps against mine her eyes her hair her....everything.......shes like a angel.