HOLY FUCKING SHIT....

i just woke up in a cold sweat over a....dream? nightmare? i don't...know. i was at school and i was leading this classmate of mine and we went into a empty classroom and i had a knife and i stabbed her and slit her throat and choked her somehow and i knew someone was watching and i dragged the body to the auditorium and thinking about it i think the layout was like not even my schools i dont know what school's it was but either way my brain registered it as my school and then some eye bitch or something i can't remember but he/she congratulated me and i for some reason registered it as my childhood friend and then i woke up and like i dont get it id never kill her i dont hate her or anything i dont get it what did that say about me i don't GET IT