happy anniversary!

 so. it is may first, which officially means that this blog has been running for a full year. it's funny, isn't it? i reread the first post. i used to have light in my eyes back then. i didn't even know about the search or whatever the fuck. i was able to sleep easy at night. look at me now, my room's a pigsty, i refuse to talk to my friend, nothing can save me. and i don't think i really want to be saved. i kind of wish i could go back and tell past sabie "it's not worth it", but it's too late now. and this site won't find itself haha!!!