another dont read

 i must be a whole new kind of selfish. i know she wants me out to be with her but i just can't do that. she calls me all the time asking me what's wrong.... i need her but she doesn't need me. i wish she could see that. i love her i really do she's my best friend i wanna be with her forever but... i have to sacrifice my relationship with her. no matter how much i need her... is it wild to admit my day gets a lot brighter whenever she's around? i need her like i need ocygen bht i dont deservrr her hahahha. hah... im going to bed